4- Me, Myself and I

"Taking walks by yourself."

Did you already experience being left alone? For example, you and your friends planned to have a hang out and you'll meet in a specific place. And then that day comes you're waiting then they will text you that it will be postponed. Annoying isn't it? It's really irritating because they didn't tell the day before the hang out (paasa in Filipino term). 

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My friends and I decided to have our last hang out (despedida for the Filipino term) because my friend (let's name her as Kuro) will be leaving the Philippines and will be studying to Japan. I have the hard time to deal with my schedule because, on that day, I'll be taking my entrance examination in Asia Pacific College (APC) and it's 12:00- 1:00 P.M. Eventhough it's hard, I'd still tried to catch up. Our exam ended at 2:00 P.M because we still waited the results (and gladly, I passed!). But still, I have a problem. The travel time to Magallanes to Santa Rosa Laguna is 2 hours depending on the traffic. Kuro can't roam around when it's already 4:30 or 5:30 P.M. I've texted them that I'm on my way, but then they're not replying (it's annoying actually because I've texted 5 consecutive texts). When I got in Paseo de Santa Rosa, I went first to Santa Rosa Estates (where Kuro lives), and talked to the guard if he could give my gift to her. He called first the house (specifically whoever person at that house), and then he passed it to me. Kuro's auntie said they are at Jollibee, so I went there excitedly.

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I went there and they were not there (boom! gets?). And then I felt dizzy, well it's because I'm hungry and at that time I still don't know how to order a food at Jollibee (eventhough I'm a fourth year :PP).
I really have no choice but to order for the sake of hunger (lol). After I ate, I walked around Paseo de Santa Rosa ALONE.

Paseo De Santa Rosa Garden
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When I walked around the garden of Paseo, I saw many couples there and I feel like I want to shout at them "WALANG FOREVER!!", Well, it's because I'm alone and lonely. I like being alone but I hate feeling lonely, did you get what I mean? haha! Anyway, at the end I've given up because nothing will happen if I will wait for them longer. And when I got home, they've chatted me and they we're sorry (ugh).




I'm really sulking at that time and I'm so angry because they didn't texted me that they already went home. I really feel pitiful when I've roamed around there, expecting that they would come.
And there we have it. My tragic ending  for my post for today! The moral lesson here is to never expect something because it will hurt you in the end, just like what happened to me.