1 - My Feelings

"How was the feeling of being a college student?"

Ahhhh...college. The term that most of graduated high school students have been waiting for. They say, college is where you can experience your long-awaited freedom and your first step in success. Being in college is quite intimidating for me, but my mom said that I should get use to it. At first, you'll think it will be exciting and awesome because you will meet new friends, you'll look independent and cool because you will live by yourself. I thought it will be easy for me to live by my own, but I'm wrong. If you're that close to your family and you will be away from them, it's kind of a pain. I'm getting homesick though it's only my first day.

It's my first time to be away from them and it's quite saddening. There's a time that I thought about stopping college and go home now due to the fact that I really miss them. But, I have no choice but to continue this and move forward. My mom will get angry if I we're to stop my studies just because I'm feeling homesick. I'm just trying to hold the pain within my heart

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When the first day has come, I feel the pressure within my body and lots of negative thoughts have been coming into my mind. "I can't do this", "Maybe I'm the lowest here in my class because I don't know anything about IT." and many more have been coming in. But then, I realize that I shouldn't think negatively about what's happening. I know God will never let me fail into this things, so that's why I should just believe and move on. My mom called me and I told her everything I feel, and she said that it was just only the first day, the beginning. It's common that I should be nervous, but when the time passes, I'll be confident enough to face challenges and trials in college.

My writing is a bit confusing but please try to bear with it (lol). This blog was our project but then I enjoy writing anything that comes in my mind. This is a great project for me because I'm not good at public speaking. I could express anything I feel here in the blog. This is my first time making a blog, so if you think it's not connected to the topic, please try to understand haha.