Tuesday, June 30, 2015

3- That Moment

"What awkward moments did you've experience?"

I know many of us experienced any awkward, hilarious, extreme moments in our lives. It can't be helped since we our humans, if you don't have that.... well...

Anyway, I want to share with you guys 3 moments (actually, I've looked some pictures in the internet)
that always happens to me all the time. (wrong grammar? hahaha) Okay, let's start!


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This moment was the most frustrating ugh... One time, our teacher gave us an assignment.. I think that's our Filipino subject (I don't want to mention our homework though). Then our teacher said that it will be hard for us to answer our assignment, and we're like 'yeah yeah..' just chillin~~ Then we went home to do our home works, and of course.. the favorite search engine of the students "GOOGLE" and their favorite website "WIKIPEDIA". I search for that assignment and try to plagiarize it (I know it's bad, but it's part of a high school student). But then, I'm surprised that there's no result for that..I've panicked (a little bit)... "Patay tayo niyan.. anong gagawin ko!!"... while murmuring.. a light bulb came out of my head (not literally)..
and decided just to give my own opinion of that assignment.


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Did you experienced this?
Some may be not, but mehh who cares. It's my moment anyway.. just joking don't be offended. Anyway, I have experienced this kind of feeling. It feels so awkward that you can't even say anything and you're just like penetrated by Medusa (lol). But seriously, I can't tell a single thing specially when I don't know what advice could I give because I still didn't experience it.

It's hard to give an advice to someone if can't even relate. But it's still okay not to tell anything, because they only want someone who could listen to their problems and someone they can lean on. So if you caught in a situation like this dog, you can just pat her head and make her feel comfortable.




And the last but not the least (IT'S A COMMON THING FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME!!!)

Oh gosh... this always happens when the NEW YEAR comes. "Magpapapayat na talaga ako ngayong year na 'to." THE MOST COMMON NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION EVER!!!!! And then what happens after the new year celebration? I still eat and eat and eat and instead of losing weight, IT GAINED MORE OH MY GOSH!! Gosh really.. foods have their kind of special powers. What kind of power? It's a power where in you ought to forgot that you're on a DIET! *sigh*

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My father once said to me "If you really want to be sexy (lol! sexy)... you should discipline yourself first. You can't achieve your goals if you don't control yourself." Well, I can't say a thing because he have experienced it. My father is a smoker, and he had a hard time to discipline himself to stop smoking, but then on the other hand, he made it! (PROUD DAUGHTER HERE!!). Anyway, right now... I'm still trying to discipline myself, and hope that I could make it. Pray for me guys hahahaha!!

I have so many moments to share but I think this is enough I guess haha! I hope you've enjoyed reading my post today! (I will be glad if you do (≧ω≦) (≧ω≦) (≧ω≦))


Thursday, June 11, 2015

2 - First Week Peculiar Experiences

"How was your first week in APC?" (a continuation in EEPENG orientation)

Eventhough it's my first week, lots of unusual things happened. So then I'll share to you the peculiar experiences that happen to me.

First is the elevator of the school. It's the day that we decided to pay the enrollment. When I rode the elevator, suddenly I felt dizzy (I don't have a claustrophobia or anything). It's feel like my brain will fall or something. Then I asked my mom(she's with me by the way) if she ever felt dizzy, she said that she's not. Maybe because I'm not used to ride in elevators (only in escalators), so it's like this. And when we got home, my head was still dizzy and I felt the motion of the elevator when I went to bed. Ugh, it's so nauseating.

Image result for facepalmThe second one is the water dispenser in the dorm. There's no one in the lobby at that time, and I decided to put some water on my bottle. I realized that there's no button or something in that water dispenser... "What am I supposed to do? Is this a sensor-thingy?" is what I thought. I tried to put the bottle in and waited for like 3 mins. standing there like a fool (sorry for the term). And then I saw a pedal-like below the water dispenser, I stomped at it, and there's a water poured out *facepalm*. Now I know how, good thing there's no one in the lobby at that time *whew!*


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Next is in class discussions. All the time, everyday is English (in classes), and we always have to talk in the front (public speaking) like oh my gosh. I'm never good at speaking in ENGLISH!! I don't know if my grammar and pronunciations are correct. Gawd, it's a pain for me to adjust in this kind of situations (I know you felt that too). It's really embarrassing especially if your classmates are good at speaking in English. I have that Filipino accent of English (my teacher said that) so it needs to improved more. I wanted to cry at that moment... "I hate this, I wanna give up for goodness sake." is what I thought. But well on the other side, I really have no choice but to finish it. I've started it so finish it too. There's no easy or relaxing way to be successful, it will always have challenges, trials and problems. Those things can be solved if you wanted to.


All of those peculiar experiences, those breathtaking problems and moments, I learned so much from them. I'm getting used to it actually, but not that much (that was too fast, if you mind). I just have to keep on trying and practicing and practicing until I get used to it fully. God will never gives us problems that we can't solve, so we still try to stand up. "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines." - Robert H. Schuller.

Sunday, June 7, 2015

1 - My Feelings

"How was the feeling of being a college student?"

Ahhhh...college. The term that most of graduated high school students have been waiting for. They say, college is where you can experience your long-awaited freedom and your first step in success. Being in college is quite intimidating for me, but my mom said that I should get use to it. At first, you'll think it will be exciting and awesome because you will meet new friends, you'll look independent and cool because you will live by yourself. I thought it will be easy for me to live by my own, but I'm wrong. If you're that close to your family and you will be away from them, it's kind of a pain. I'm getting homesick though it's only my first day.

It's my first time to be away from them and it's quite saddening. There's a time that I thought about stopping college and go home now due to the fact that I really miss them. But, I have no choice but to continue this and move forward. My mom will get angry if I we're to stop my studies just because I'm feeling homesick. I'm just trying to hold the pain within my heart
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When the first day has come, I feel the pressure within my body and lots of negative thoughts have been coming into my mind. "I can't do this", "Maybe I'm the lowest here in my class because I don't know anything about IT." and many more have been coming in. But then, I realize that I shouldn't think negatively about what's happening. I know God will never let me fail into this things, so that's why I should just believe and move on. My mom called me and I told her everything I feel, and she said that it was just only the first day, the beginning. It's common that I should be nervous, but when the time passes, I'll be confident enough to face challenges and trials in college.

My writing is a bit confusing but please try to bear with it (lol). This blog was our project but then I enjoy writing anything that comes in my mind. This is a great project for me because I'm not good at public speaking. I could express anything I feel here in the blog. This is my first time making a blog, so if you think it's not connected to the topic, please try to understand haha.